Spent the morning doing some self inquiry, and some inquiry on God. These are my musings.
God is the infinite, but not bound by duality. Just perpetuating duality because the balance keeps energy moving in an endless cycle.
God is not a man in the sky wagging his finger at me. God is not a man at all, is not masculine or feminine though these things exist within God. God is the infinite container of all things and is all things within it.
There is no good vs evil, life vs death, light versus dark – only what is and the absence of what is. Dark is not a thing that can be measured. It is only the absense of light. Death is the absence of life. And evil the absence of good or positive energy. God is not definitely by those dualities. God contains them. God is the infinite container, ever expanding like the universe, and is all things contained within.
The question is what does your god’s container look like? Is it small and confining? Are you limited to specific actions and beliefs and traditions? Or do you truly believe God is as infinite and pure as you preach? What limitations do you put on god?
Does your God cringe at sodomy? Does your God hate theft? Does your God believe women are less equal? Is the right to bear arms a god given right? Does your God love certain people and hate others? These are all containers people put on god. God ain’t got time for that.
God is impartial and God is infinite. You’re breathing God right now. When you defecate, that’s God staring up at you from the bowl. Nothing is unholy when all things stem from and exist as God.
When you move on the path of your own inner truth whether you want to or not, whether you reject God or not, you move towards God, because God is the infinite energy that balances the cosmos. God is so accepting that God considers any step towards your inner light as an offering to God. If you work out, or eat well to nourish the body. Boom. Accepted. If you love others selflessly. Accepted. If you are kind to animals. Accepted. If you are gentle with the earth. Accepted. If you live freely accepting yourself as who you are: Black, Asian, male, female, rich, poor, gay, trans, or a vegan if you revel in the joy of life – accepted! That simple.
God doesn’t judge our poor choice in action either – they stem from ignorance. These ignorant actions do not affect the whole of God (the infinite) too much, but they do affect us, this tiny stream that flows from God. If we are ignorant then we create for ourselves a true hell on earth. A world of war with scorched skies and poisoned water.
God does not favor humans, we are equal to all things in the cosmos. Raising your own vibration and conscious energy is your responsibility. You have to do it on your own, you already know this because God exists within you too. You feel the pull towards balance in your own life and in the world in which you live. God perpetuates energy in the whole cosmos. Our tiny planet is not even a speck among the universe. In fact our solar system and Galaxy is barely visible when you take the whole cosmos into account. The consequences of your life, in the grand scheme of things is almost inconsequential. Almost. You are either moving forward in evolution or you are not.
If you feel yourself moving towards consciousness then now is the time to re-exam your thoughts, fears, containers, and beliefs about who and what God is. The opposite of love isn’t fear or resistance it’s indifference and ignorance.
And you don’t have to be fearful of God because its not a he or she – it’s both. It’s the infinite life energy coming through your nostrils tethering you to the earth. Stop separating yourself from “God”. You can call it what you want, but it’s in you and all around you, there is no separation, it simply permeates you and is what continues to exist before and after you.